*2009.9.23 i lost my 4th uncle who had a very serious kidney disease..Among all my father's siblings,he is the one who really trust in Lord and he really love GOD..but he still cant fight the fate when the disease and death are go on him!Its really made me upset and till today I still cant really accept the fact why he will got such disease since he never touch on Cigarette and alcohol!!
Even my relationship with uncle was not that close,but once i flashed back of many things like my granny,she had lost a great son..my dad and other uncles and aunties,they lost their brother who live with them for almost half of the live..and his family members..A several complicated feels was fully inside my body..
On 24th,the funeral procession day..Once and once i told myself not to cry but its seem to be so hard when the music was played and the relative were pray..i noticed my cousins who stand beside me kept on wipe his tears and even my dad and other uncle who never watch them of this kind of upset squating on the stair..*
Times running really quick,feeling like this matter just two days ago..Many time,i often ask to GOD why I needs to face so much difficulties in my life why dont gave me a simple and peaceful life.. If I really do means likes this I such like a dastard who only know and choose the ways to escapes when the trouble is come..But i dont want to admit how suck and worse i am..But if theres not that much of obsession in life,maybe I wont be that mess and awful?who knows...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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Dear Andrew,
ReplyDeleteyou can never argue with the creator of God. You are merely a claypot shaped by a potter. The clay does not ask " why did you made me this way?"
I copy this from one of what Felicia share on his FB recently. Though it might be useful for you to understand, that life is pretty hard for all of us human to understand. If it's easy, we wouldn't be here won't we? Once said "I am nobody, nobody is perfect. Therefore i'm perfect." Hope you smart enough to understand this phrase.
Please be positive of everything that happans to you. Who know your uncle & Granny are now happily in heaven rather stay back here in this reality to suffer those illnesses that worst than dead. In the other way it's a kind of relief. Just think positively alrite!
May God be with you and you family and especially you Uncle & Granny.
Regards,
Cammy.
hey cammy..i just mention that u leave me a msg here...i know...i appreciate what u share with me...but u have a mistake..my granny is still alive..lol...hahaha..
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