My exam today

My God..i did not really well in my exam..wishes at least have a pass please!!!
Tomorrow back bintulu no more brunei /.\

A movie..

Yesterday night my homies and I went for a movie produced by a Singaporean director Jack Neo..My comment for his WHERE GOT GHOST  is not as funny as 老师嫁老大..but its gave  me alots of inspirations..Its branch out 3parts..In the end of each part theres a sentence which really effecting me..And this is the director used to do for all his productions..Funny instead of lessons containing in those movies..

The first sentence is something like this:

人生中发生的患难,是因为忽略了细节而引起的..

The second part:

要走捷径,就必须付出该有的代价..

For me I like the last part..Its touched me last night for the whole movie..

The story is like this:

3个儿子的母亲去世了但是他们抱怨母亲并没有像他们的一个发财朋友的母亲一样的保佑他们,甚至以为母亲带衰他们..所以在出公务之前就决定把母亲的灵位放在某某灵堂里..在路途上他们不知道这一回竟是不归路!!他们在路上看到母亲的灵魂而发生了车祸就抱怨以为母亲什么保佑都没给他们!!话毕,前面的山竟然崩塌了!!这时他们才发觉如果当时没有看到母亲的话他们就会驾过那里,就会死翘翘了~而当他们再次遇见那个朋友时,那朋友竟然告诉他们说他得了末期癌!!

Actually what does this story teach us is simple..Eventhough their mother didnt bless them in monetary or wealth but she saved their life and bless their health..For us as a human,we really can do nothing without health..Life is important than everythings around the world..Only with life,we can explode the world!!Even you are rich but when the illness come over you,you cant buy health..有钱但是没命享..haha..

I Stay In Love

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know...


Even Mariah released newer songs but i still like this~~its really meaningfull to me and her..

4 days till Costing exam!!

TimeSSS run without waiting and by didnt noticed,1 month past and i still not really get ready for my level 4 exam which i skip it last time and taking this time with my juniors..My friends used to said that the exam isnt too much problem for me because in their eyes they believe that i can handle all the difficulties by easily..But actually im NOT!!i passed my level 1,2,3 with first class pass by really put alots of efforts,and time on study..but the thing now is different while i still not nervous of what will i get if i didnt study..Gosh!!

I admit that i act fusses since the begining of this semester..Unconciously this term semester going to end but i learn nothing yet still playing around with my friends..2months to go after my 2weeks holidays before i sit on my big exams on december!hopes everythings not gonna to be late..

and good news for my KB friends that i going to Brunei on 19th after my exam..hoho!!

好像我做错了..

本来今天这个时候我应该是在民都鲁的..
是因为什么我不回去? 我真的不知道从什么时候开始我对家庭的感觉变的很淡了~

我答应妹妹的,要带回电话给她..我答应婆婆要回去探望她..我答应堂兄弟姐妹要回去陪他们疯的..我又失言了..如果看到这个,对不起各位..原来你们都这么关心我的!还好你们打来,不然我真的不知道我错了!

下午4点多你们打来我都没接,因为你们都好奇我不是说好回去但是却没到..尤其是爸爸..我都没勇气跟你说''我没回了别打来了''..但是后来,好像上帝让我明白如果再不接的话会让你担心我是不是有发生了意外..终于,我接了你的电话..你还是一样的话题,一样的语气!

而好像我对你的回话都是不甘愿的,不耐烦的!我跟你撒了谎..你问我为什么没回,我骗你说我没钱买车票而且也迟了!你要我先跟朋友借钱买车票回来玩个几天迟点回去,我骗你说他们都不在家,而且我拜三就要考试但其实是星期六!你问我为什么不接电话,我骗你说我去爬山了..爸,你听得出来我都是在骗你吗?但是我却听得出你很想我了..你说你还以为我会回来,就特地熬了鸡汤等我!当时我真的好想出现在大家面前!

Do you know what does the meaning of F A M I L Y??

F =father

A =and

M=mother

I =I

L =love

Y =you

A Birthday Party!!

Well,its been a while i didnt use english to write a post..
Yesterday,11.09.09 was my housemate Teosss birthday..start on Monday,all the homies were collected money rm15 / person to buy BBQ stuffs,drinks and about 2o plus persons came yesterday night..we moved the table which we use it to dining(thats mean it is very big and can effort around 16 persons to use it 1 time) to our car park and our house was just crowed when all our friends come..

For foods,i cooked Carbonara..for the first round not lying its finish in 2 minutes!!My lord..wonder they were too hungry or 给我面子??haha,but i hopes u guys like it..for me,its not as nice as the time i cook for my own birthday party la!!of course,we got others meals like Tom Yam fish,chickens,noodles..........In not more than half an hour,the foods that present were finish with not left much~

Besides,Andy moved his alter lansing set to our living and we played the songs with loudy whole night!!it was just very HIGH..we sang the songs together when the songs familiar to all of us were played..and we dance too..=.=''v..

What can i say is yesterday night was the best party i ever had in miri and we were just too crazy and enjoy it..but the most regretful thing for yesterday is i didnt take any picture..

无题

什么叫浪漫?
明知道那女生不喜欢他,还送给她999朵玫瑰!
什么叫浪费?
明知道那女生爱他,还送给她999朵玫瑰!!=.=''

时间..

如果今天有个人问我

你觉得这个世上什么最无情?

我会说:时间!

没有办法跟它说 你别走

没有办法跟它说 我想回去

没有办法跟它说 可不可以不要忘记

没有办法跟它说 你可以走快点吗?

没有办法跟它说 等我一下好不好?

没有办法跟它说 让现在这一秒永远的停在这里

没有办法跟它说 我想到未来

就是不能!!不管你怎样它都还是顺着走..

而我们能做的就是学会 珍惜!!

曾经我是多么的希望时间能走快点,这样我就可以早点抛开那些做功课,背书的痛苦..

曾经我是多么的希望时间能走快点,这样我就可以早点出社会赚钱,减轻爸爸的负担..

但曾经过去了,好像我又烦恼未来..

那现在呢?我还搞不懂我要的是什么?

随着年龄的成长,我学会了恐慌..

其实我真的很怕..

怕我学不会

怕我对曾经许下的愿望,梦想 都不会实现

怕我会是个不成功的人

怕也许会让对我有期待的人失望了

有些我的个性我真的 很 讨 厌!!

因为它们让我活得很累很累..

我真的很久没心情很好很久了..