Today is a boring day. Well if you are good enough in history, it's Brunei National Day. And I got a one day holiday.Holiday uh? Rotting in the house facing my lappy and napped are what I did so far. Nearly 9 months I have working in this country.Life here is good, I earns my own and I uses my own.Maybe sometimes I spent more than I earned but I guess thats life.I met a bunch of mates here and they're just friendly and nice.Sometimes misunderstanding occurred between me and anyone of them.I'd just say I am not the kind of person who smart enough to express whats wrong with me to people surrounding me.All I know is just show my face according to my mind and emotion.I do understand its annoying everytime we hanged out but then I showed up emo face and ended up the gathering in not happy condition.BUT trust me that I love to hang out with you guys.Oh Yeah,and also today is my sister Elaine Loi 19th birthday.Kor at here again wishes you have a wonderful day and you know I <3 You.
I am a higher and also can be a very very down dropper sometimes.I hate the feeling of waiting.No matter its forwarding a good situation or bad side.Waiting for the party started,waiting for the injuries being healed,and recently I got the feeling of waiting someone come back to you.This will be so ridiculous if the opposite never promised anything but you waiting for him/her for nothing here;or maybe what you waiting is a chance which you will not seeing any future hopes between you and him/her.After a big slapped on my face and I realized that is a shit,then I trying so hard to let it go.But sometimes thing did not work as your wished.Starred at the pictures on the wall and I will ask myself : are you doing fine over there so far from me? So I dislike during the time to forget someone.Actually its like you are waiting someone to step out from your world.So again,Its WAITING.
现在我很幸福 is in the headset since just now.Maybe till the time we meet again, I able to tell you that : I'm doing good as what you wished before you leaved.If leaving is what you decided,please you gotta take care yourself always.Find someone that he is deserved to own your heart.Find someone who willing to love you more than you love her. And I will do the same thing too :)
也许分开是为了下次的再见 is currently my favourite quote to motivated myself when someone is leaving so far from me.
