以为你还在

钢琴上的键弹不出明天 
一双手要怎样
要怎样才能够撑住一片天
明天已经很遥远
一个人要怎样
要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前
*我以为你还在
我还等着你回来
 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃 
数到三还不来 
回忆不释怀
我在等待 
可是你怎么都不会回来

I'll be , I wanna do..

I'll be your dream, 

I'll be your wish

I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, 

I'll be your love be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

I will be strong 

I will be faithful 'cause

I'm counting on
A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

  And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me.

还是走了

后来我还是背上我的一切背井离乡去到他乡。
踏出家门槛的那一杀那其实我的思想仍然在拉扯。

如果我可以

不干净的黑夜把月光吞觅了
旁边陪着我的是一首首让我不经意想起你的曲子
冷掉的咖啡 还有不见梦魔的理由

一个人的角落 一个人的世界
我习惯了寂寞
你不会看见,但是我还是想对你说
可能我就是少了那么点在乎
因为我觉得
有缘你就会陪我一起走下去
如果我忘了该怎么想念 如果我忘了该怎么努力 如果我忘了该怎么等待
你会不会温柔的提醒?
但爱情本来就是我有权利喜欢你 而你也有拒绝我的选择

如果我可以在勇敢一点
但是爱情是一种可怕的责任
如果我能够在聪明一点
但是
白天不懂夜的黑
就像你不懂我有多么地爱你。

title?

A month since the day I back to bintulu finished my CAT course..
well,gotta tell yea that its not a really good news to me for just somethings keep repeating during the month..and these are really bad much..
I hate those who are treating me SHIT!!他妈的..家里就是出了某些跟我对不上挂的长辈让我很烦..
I wonder why I having this kind of relatives...罗嗦就不要紧,有的没的什么都搬出来讲..人的五官我觉得最坏的就是嘴巴了..but what can I do?if I object what they think they are right then I will mark as rude..
And the other thing is,I am not the kind of people who really need help from others..but still gonna tell yea that I not gonna go close to you if you means totally nothing to me..what I means nothing here is somethings that I can get benefits from you..but 我不是无赖..因为我的脸皮没有某些人厚..
well thats all...